this lingering sadness really sucks.
Samantha Tran | XI•VII•MCMXCVI
Division 19 South Beasty Bunnies
I like those people you can joke around with and have so much fun with and then have a deep conversation with and it’s not weird at all
My luck really sucks. Thanksgiving sucked. Life just sucks right now and I’m in a very very bad place. It’s like everyone I needed to be here for me just vanished or became preoccupied. And I’ve shrunk back to place where I refuse to let myself burden them or bother them with my petty troubles.
Now I’m here, barely able to breathe, and freaking out over something so stupid.
They were lost to the monster of unrequited love.
It’s funny how one word can make you feel so special. How one term can change your whole mood so quickly. It’s really quite interesting how I can affirm my place in someone’s life with one endearing name. I don’t know if you guys realize how special this is to me. How amazing I feel whenever I hear him say this to me.
I know it’s cliché. It’s very odd how a word that is so often used can make me feel so much joy. It’s very weird to me that a name, a name everyone’s been called at least once, can allow me to feel so special to someone.
The butterflies just never cease.